TheGirlyKid – The Girly Kid

I’m currently in my ‘just go and do whatever it is’ era.

No more over planning. No more overthinking.
As they always lead me to analysis paralysis.

When I realized that success isn’t about perfection, but taking action, I became confident that if ever I fail or make mistakes, I can always always always start all over again.

Having too many options before paralyzed me from making decisions. I was overwhelmed with things that were all bright and shiny. What if I didn’t pick the best solution? What if I need more time to analyze each possibility?

Anyway, that’s the old me and she no longer exists, ’cause now, I just put in the work to build and keep my momentum, whether I’m really ready or not. Honestly, I’m not sure what’s next, but I’m keeping my faith while I move every single day.

I realized that I’m not just about the work that I do and the stuff that I bring to the table. Living is more than that. I’m hopeful to make the remaining months of 2023 the most fruitful and productive yet.

I believe that what’s meant for me will never pass me by. If I encounter rejections, they’re just redirections. Proven and tested, things will always work out for me, for my highest good. ✨

So dream lifestyle, wait for me as I make it through. ✨

That’s it for now. 🍃 Thanks for reading! ✨

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July 17, 2023 | 01:06 AM (when I wrote it on my planner)

In all honesty, I am at that point of my life where I feel scared yet brave, both at the same time.

Scared because I am currently taking a (calculated?) risk.

Brave because I jumped and did it anyways…even if I am afraid (and experiencing imposter syndrome every now and then).

Right now is by far the moment where I felt the freest of my entirety.

Simply because, I let myself be.

I thought it was the society, the norms, or the unpreparedness that hindered me to take the path that I have always wanted.

Until I realized that is was only ME who kept my beliefs limited, thinking that it is impossible to do the unconventional and try to be that woman I always aspire of becoming.

Well, I am yet very far from my ideal her, but one thing that kept me going is that I realized it’s okay if I haven’t figure it all out…because apparently we all do. So, it’s normal to feel uncomfortable while getting my life together.

Now, I feel that I am like a liquid, free of its form. I can be who I wanted to be. I can start anew, even if it is way different from what I have started before. I feel that I can achieve things I then thought are impossible.